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Okay I did make a new livejournal so everybodi has to add it..I won't be deleting this one for a while but tha other one's I'm gonna delete so plz add my new one
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so plz add it for me..
I love you all
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What`s up?!*Nothn much here setting at my Aunt Crystal`s* house hangin here for a few day`s..So alot has been goin on here lately yah-Canaan* &* I did break up but I`m not making a new journal just because of it, it take`s to long to do so yah-I do have another journal ready to use but I`m using this one..So anyway`s it`s a hard time for me right now cuz I mean I really care a`bout Canaan* he mean`s tha world to me nd I would do anything for em* that`s why I`m actin so kool a`bout this cuz I`m doin it for em*..I mean I miss em* alot nd I wish we would just get bckt togetha..I dn`t kno but there`s something a`bout this that I have a bad feeling a`bout..I mean I just wanna be with this boy so much that I`ve neva wanted to be with somebodi as much as I do Canaan* but I guess that isn`t good enough for em*..But I`ll keep praying a`bout it nd I kno that God* will work this out for me..But anyway`s I got to go to Johnson City with Crystal* nd Chloe* Thrusday we we`re goin to go tomar but we have to wait til tha nxt day cuz sissy has to go to tha blood doc. but she`s okay just a check up..But school`s been out for me I didn`t have to go tha last 3 day`s nd that`s kool cuz I really needed a break but anyway`s..I dyed my hair tha 1st time(yesterday) I dyed it, it was purple &* blonde nd it looked so bad so today we dyed it once again now it`s brown with red highlight`s nd it look`s really good I think..It`s kool..Paige*-came up here today for a lil while er* nd Allen* to see Morgan* nd to hang out for a lil bit..I might go with Jayme* to Hope`s* Thrusday nd stay with er* but I`m not sure yet..I dn`t really kno what to do anymore everytime I put my heart bck out there on tha line I screw up so how nd get hurt all over again..But I`m really hurt this time because I have strong feeling`s for Canaan* I mean me nd other ppl though that we we`re meant to be with eachother..But I guess God, will work it out tha way he want`s to..But I guess thing`s will get better..Everybodi get`s hurt not just me..I mean I just hate hurting I just think that it`s time for me to be happii..But anyway`s Tyler* nd I are just hanging out right now so I guess this is a`bout it nd I`m gonna lve it here..
ShOutOutS-
Canaan*-Hey hun, listen I`m srry for what ever I did nd I really do hopw that this work`s out right ..But I Love You Still Alway`s have Alway`s will!*
Friend`s*-You kno who yal are I love you all with all my heart &* couldn't make it without yal..Love You..
Here`s that other livejournal if yal wanna add it I might start using it a lil latr..
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Nd look how happi we we're not even a month again what happend to us babi?!*
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Hey hun, What`s up?!*Nothn much here just settin here nd well it has took me long enough to write you this letter on here but see I didn`t kno what nd all to say but now I kno just what to say..We have certainly had some hard time`s in our friendship but we alway`s seem to keep on goin nd being best friend`s..Jayme* this is a really hard time because it alway`s seem that everytime one of us are really nd truly happii something happen`s to our friendship to try to mess it up..Well I kno what Canaan* asked you nd yah- I`m hurting so bad over it but I also know what you said to em* you told em* no nd that mean`s alot to me..Your tha only person that know`s everything a`bout me nd tha only person that know`s just how much I love this boy nd couldn`t stand to lose em*..When I think a`bout our friendship none of it make`s me sad because of tha fact we alway`s make it threw our fight`s nd dislike`s..We have been there for eachother no matta what tha cause was or no matta what it was a`bout..I`ve never left your side nd I dn`t plan to either.When your dwn I`m also dwn cuz I know your pain nd I kno what nd all you got to deal with.I`ve been in your shoe`s before with tha hole mom nd dad thing nd I kno how you feel like nobodi is there for you nd I kno how your sister treated you for a while but you have to remember that I was there for you nd I never left you by yourself..You dn`t kno how much our friendship mean`s to me.Tha world.So when all this started happening with Canaan* it had me to think a`bout us being friend`s nd if it would last but hey we haven`t fell apart yet nd we`re still hanging in there for eachother..When you fall I must not fall with you I must catch you nd pick you bck up we`re we can make it threw this together..There`s been a many of night`s that neither of us could sleep nd we would just stay up for hrs on tha phone or with eachother were we wouldn`t be alone..I`m apologizing for all the thing`s I`ve dun to you nd I`m saying sry because I care for you nd I dn`t want anything to come between us we can`t let this either..I`m not giving up on Canaan* I love em* nd wanna be with em* more than anything in this world nd all I ask of you is not to mess that up nd to be behind me 100%..I respect the fact that we`re alway`s honest with eachother..We are unseperable 95% of tha time so I really dn`t want either one of us hurtin..I can`t find one reason for us to be fightin..I`m not trying to bring you into tha middle of this but you know that your apart of it nd that is gonna be something we tlk a`bout but we can`t let this hurt either one of us nd I`m really hurtin right now because I dn`t kno what`s goin on in his head nd I really do hope that this is a game that he`s playin cuz I can`t take this at all..I would go to all limit`s for you where you could be as happii as I am when I`m with em* nd you kno how hard I try to find you tha perfect person nd I know that you will fine em* just like I`ve found Canaan*..God brought me you nd we`re suppose to be best friend`s nd be there for one another nd I`m here for you it`s just are you on my side also?!*You have made a great impact on my life nd I dn`t want to lose that..I wanna be best friend`s with you forever nd alway`s..There`s nothing much I can say to you without goin into great detail`s nd I`m sure you dn`t wanna hear it but just remember that I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who..
I LoVe yoU!*,
x3_Laken
My Quote`s to you..
We've been Best friends since 2nd Grade.
& have NeVeR Gotten in 1,real fight.
Thats how we know.
Timon and pumba aint got sh|t on us
sHeZ mY tWiiN..
mY pARtNeR iiN cRiiMe..
mY EvErYtHiiN!!
Your only as strong as the tables you dance on,the drinks you mix,and the friends you roll with!!
People always say.. "Damn those girls are never apart" well its like "duuh bitch we share the same heart"
Best friends are the kinds of people who you walk up to with tears pouring down your cheeks,you can't even breathe your crying so hard,and you dont have to say a word cause they already know what's wrong
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What`s up?!*Nothn much here just got off tha phone with Jayme* a few min`s ago..Well anyway`s this isn`t my week I dn`t believe I mean I didn`t think anything could go wrong with Canaan* &* myself but I was wrong I guess Canaan* isn`t quit what I thought he was but I still love em* with all my heart..I mean he asked Jayme* one of tha worst question`s you could ask a girl`s best friend..So for tha past 3 day`s I have felt like dying &* I hate it but I can`t help it..I`ve cried my poor lil self to death but I guess I`ll be iight!*But anyway`s my brother* went to DollyWood today for tha 1st time ever &* I hope that he`s had a very gr8* time..But today was our award`s progam &* well at tha 1st one I sat with John* &* Jayme* sat with James* &* than at tha 2ed one I sat with John* for a lil bit of it &* I sat with Roger* all most all of it &* Jayme* set with James* again..lol..But I had a pretty good time I mean other than tha fact I would keep thinking a`bout Canaan*..But school has only 3 more half day`s but I dn`t kno if I`m goin to go..I might go Monday but I`m not sure yet..But I guess I`m gonna miss all my friend`s I really hope to get to see alot of them this summer..But anyway`s I really hope that my prob.`s dn`t mess up my friendship with Jayme* &* I dn`t think it will cause she said she wouldn`t/couldn`t do anything to hurt me &* she`s tha only person who know`s just how much I love Canaan* &* that`s alot more than anybodi could love somebodi..But I`m kool right now I mean I wish I was tlkn to Canaan* but he isn`t online &* I really hope that he get`s online soon..But anyway`s I got my room painted which is awesome it`s Dark Purple &* Light Purple &* I love it I mean it`s so much better than Bright Pink..But I guess this is okay but I`m not sure what else to write a`bout..I think that I might just go out somewhere tomar but I`m not sure yet..I guess this is it for my update part I`ll put some shoutout`s &* some quote`s &* than I`ll update again another day..
`ShOutOutS.-
(I wrote this last night at chruch so you got to take it as that)
Canaan*, Hey doll, what's up?!*Nothn much here just settin here in my room &* just got off tha phone with Jayme*..I wrote you this note at chruch but when I got to Food City I couldn't find you to give it to you so I'm just gonna lve it on here for you I would e-mail it to you but I dn't have you email addy..I've been thinking a'bout everything that's goin on with you &* I..I dn't kno what's wrong with you, if I've dun something to make you mad
please tell me!*I really like you alot I dn't believe I've ever liked anybodi this much!*I mean you said that you didn't have time but honey, I dn't even ask you for anything I mean I come &* see you and everything &* if this has something to do bout callin you than babi I can do that also..Yeah, I get very nervous around you but I can't help that..I mean tha reason last night hurt me so much was because, I didn't think you could/would do
something like that to me!* Jaymes* my best friend nd your my boy friend so I didn't even think you could do that to me!*I want to be with you more than anything nd I dn't wanna lose you!*I'm not trying to make you mad I just want us to be togetha..You mean a whole lot to me..Even you should kno I really wanna be with you I mean I gave up on somebdoi else to be with you!* &* I pray that you wanna be with me also just as much as I do you..I dn't wanna give up on us &* I won't..If you think I act like a kid I dn't I just haven't shown you tha real me cuz I dn't want us to fight &* I wanna be with you..This is our 1st fight &* we can't just give up on it just like that..Cuz I want this to work out so bad..I'm srry if I've made you mad but I needa know what's goin on &* your tha only one who can tell..I say we just work this out &* move on with our relationship..
But I guess that's it for now but I'll tlk to you tomar..&* If I've made you mad..I'm Sorry!* ----------I Love You!*---------- x3_Laken
Adrienne*-Thnx, for being there for me while I need you &* I`ll so repay you..I dn`t kno what I would have dun without you.You have been there for me ever since I`ve mee you &* I`m so happii that we`ve meet so I hope that we stay friend`s forever &* alway`s..We`ll have to get togetha nd hang out..Thnx for being there..I LoVe yoU!*
James* &* John*-Thnx for being there for me..I mean I dn`t kno what I would do without you boy`s you have tlkd me trou a few bad time`s &* have gave me some gr8* tlks &* I couldn`t do it without yal..I LoVe yoU bOth!*
Jayme*-Hey well this is alot on both of us cuz we`re best friend`s &* we have enough of our own prob.`s to deal with stupid stuff like this..Jayme* you know how I feel a`bout this boy &* I love em* more than anything in this world &* I couldn`t make it without em*..But thnx for saying that you quit tlkn to em* &* everything cuz I mean we tlkd a`bout it last night &* you would be mad if it was Micah*..But I LoVe yoU!*
-Quote`s.
If i ever wrote a story about my life, don't be suprised if you're name appears like kajillian and 1 times
I can't live with him (sometimes) but I cant live without him (all the time)
In 10 years there is no way in HELL
we will remember all the .guys. we got with, all the .girls. that hated us, and all the crazy rules we broke, but we will remember we did it all together!
..us gurls are so cruel...when we know a boy has girl..we push harder to have him..play dirtier to get him!!!!..just remeber though how it felt to be that girl at home crying..while you slowly lost the boi you loved!!!
Everytime you hold my hand its like my whole world stops &* I block everybodi out but you!*
&&* when I`m with you..Tha world just dissapper`s..
I`m a strong girl emotionally, not many are but than again if you've been through all tha sh|t I've been though you would be stong too..
Dn't start something your not willin 2 finsh..
Thay say love can kill, I'm willin to die a thousand time's for you.
Just the sound of his voice, just him being on the other end of the line, just the thought of him, just him.Just the thought of him keeps her going,just his smile makes her happy, just him, No one will ever love him as much as !*ME*!
I Love You,
Laken
x3_Stiltner
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Screw it all I love em* but god, only knows whats gonna freakin happen..I was so happii &* didn't think if could get any better but dn't worrii it didn't its just gettin wrost..So just lve me some love &* I'll reture tha same
I LOVE YOU CANAAN MICAH STILTNER!*
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What's up?!*Nothn much here just settin around waitin on Canaan♥ to call me bck.Well anyway`s I just thought that I`d update this thing once again.I mean I hardly update this thing anymore but I just thought since I have nothn else to do that I`d do this.Well today is Mother`s day so I spend tha whole wide day with my mommii♥..Well last nite I stayed with her at work also &* I helped er* work so that was kinda fun..But anyway`s me &* my mommii♥ went to Magic Mart &* we bought alot of paint where we can paint my room Wed. it`s gonna be so kool cuz right now my room is pink nd I`m painting it purple..There isn`t much to update a`bout cuz I really haven`t dun anything.Than tonight we went to chruch &* than we went &* got my brother♥ from my Papaw`s♥ &* Mamaw`s♥ nd than we came home &* got online &* Canaan♥ was online &* than we calld em* cuz he told us to &* now I`m just waitin on em* to call me bck..So anyway`s I was gonna go to tha movie`s with Adrienne♥ yesterday but she had to go to er* mom`s dinner so we didn`t go &* I didn`t call &* ask Canaan♥..I went to Food City Friday just to see Canaan♥ &* I got to see em* also..;) But I do guess that everything is goin better..I dn`t believe life could be any better..But okay I hope that everything is goin really good for everybodi..But I guess I`m gonna go &* lve some shoutout`s..
~ShOutOut`S-
`Canaan♥-Hey babe♥, I`m just settin here waitin on you to call me so I just thought that I`d update this thing.But anyway`s I just want you to remember that I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who.I mean I`ve never in my life felt this away a`bout anybodi I`ve ever dated your tha 1st &* I hope your tha only one.I Love You &* heart`s..
*Ang♥-Hey doll, I hope that everything with you &* Jar♥ are goin gr8*.I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who.I love you.
*Jayme♥-Hey babe, I love you with all my heart your my best friend/sister I couldn`t make it without you &* I dn`t want our friendship to end.You have been there for me when know bodi else was so now Jay♥ it`s my turn to re-pay you I`ll neva leave your side when you fall I`ll fall with you, when you are happii I`ll be happii with you, you can alway`s come to me &* cry no matta what tha reason.I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who.&* your letter will be on here tomar cuz I dn`t really have to time tonite..I LoVe yoU!*
*Friend`s♥-Hey darling`s, I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who.I LoVe yaL!*
/`Lve em*/
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*Canaan*
Hey!*What's up?!*Nothn much here just settin here at tha house &* I wanted to write yout his thing..My love for you is much greater than you could ever dream of.When it come's to you there's nothing I wouldn't do for you.I'd walk threw fire for you,I'd take a bullet for you, I'd go threw all odd's for you.I don't ever wanna lose you or anything that we have together..I've never felt this way in my whole life time..I think a'bout how different you are from all the other boy friend's that I've had and I love that even more a'bout you because you care and love me for me and not for what you try to make me become.I love you so much and I think god all the time for sending you to me.I don't know how I lucked up so much.I have never felt the way I do when I'm around you. I would go to all odd's to make you happy.I really hope and pray that your happy with me because I'm over joyed with you!When I see you my heart is felled with joy and love.I hope we're together for a very long time because you mean the world to me.I really hope and pray to god that we're together for a very long time.When we're together everything fall's right into place and everything's all right again!.I'm so happy that I neet you because after I meet you everything fell into place!.I love you with all my heart!My love for you goes to all limit's and my love for you will never end.When I to my friend's and such thay tell me that thay can see a difference in me ever since we got together.You get the best of me to show!When I think of you a smile come's upon my face and a goy over my heart!
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What's up?!*Nothn much here just settin here doin nothn I just thought that I haven't updated in few day's so I would update this thing..I dn't update much anymore I mean I dn't kno why I'm alway's online just not updatin I have lot's of thing's to do also thou. Well everything has been goin really good here I guess..School's kool we only have like 10 day's left &* I can't wait cuz I hate school so much..I mean yah-I'll miss my friend's but I'll still go &* see em* over tha summer..But anyway's thing's are goin really good..Chloe had a doc. appt. today &* I hope that everything went okay..Well thing's with ¤Canaan¤ are goin good..I haven't ever felt this away b4 I love em* with all my heart..But anyway's I'm goin to tha movie's this Sat. &* Adrienne* is goin with me so I can't wait we're gonna have so much fun together she's just going to have to tell me what she want's to go &* see..Well anyway's I went to chruch today &* I guess that was fun..I've just got off tha phone with Canaan* &* now I'm on tha phone with Randy*..Well anyway's I guess that everything has been okay..I have a sol test wed. in Biology &* I'm tryin really hard where I can pass it cuz I really need to..I got more prom picture's today from my mamaw there kinda good all my picture's arn't good I mean some of em* are but not all of em*..Well I haven't really got to tlk to Jayme* any this week I mean yah-I've tlkd to er* but not like we used to tlk..I kinda feel like we're fallin apart she's my best friend but I dn't kno what's goin on with us..Well any way's I made friend's with Dana* just for Randy* cuz that's what make's em* happii &* I mean I really do think he really like's er* alot..Cameron's* girlfriend Beth* has been emailin me which I think is stupid but oh well I'll get over it I guess..I mean I dn't kno what er* prob. is with me I haven't dun n/e thing to er* I dn't want Cameron* anymore I have Canaan* &* he's tha only person I wanna be with..So I guess that she'll get over it cuz if she dn't than forget er*..Beth* dn't go and be mean to Cameron* cuz I'm writing this to you it's not because of em* &* he's told me that your gonna get mad at em* well dn't get mad at em* cuz he didn't tell me to put this he told me not to put this on here..I'm just settin here waitin on Canaan* to call me bck he had to go to tha store..Well I guess other than that everything is going kool..But I guess this is it for a while &* than I'll update again..C'ya Latr..
I LoVe yaL,
Laken
-ShOutOutS*.
¤Canaan¤-Hey babe, well just wanted to tell you I love you &* I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I really hope that you get to go to tha movie's with us this Sat. cuz we have so much fun togetha..But, anyway's I Love You!*
Adrienne-Hey doll, well I can't wait until this weekend we're gonna have so much fun..But of course we will its us &* it's gonna be awesome..We'll have a kicking time..But I can't wait I hope you can't wait either..But I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU!*
Courtney*-Hey darling, well I hope that everything is working out for you I know it's all goin to work out good cuz we have tha plan still &* I hope you have fun on tha DollyWood trip also..But you kno I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU!*.
Randy*-Take it slow this time..I kno you like er* but make sure it's gonna work out this time..But you kno I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yOu!*
Jayme*-Hey hun, well I guess everything is going to work out.. I hope that everything is goin good for you..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU!*..
Friend's*-I'm alway's here for you all no matta what or who..I LoVe YaL!*
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What's up?!*Nothn much here just stayin tha night at my Aunt Crystal's*..So I thought that I'd update this thing cuz I haven't got n/e thing else to do right now &* I'm waitin on Canaan* to get home..So nothn has happend much since tha last update but I thought that I'd tell yal what has happend so far..1st off I haven't got to tlk to Canaan* yet &* I can't wait til he get's home..2ed My daddii* got married today &* that really hurt's my feeling's cuz I didn't want em* to get marriied but oh well I guess I'll have to get over it..Right*..Well this weekend is just going by like that..I made this awesome slide show yal should go to my myspace &* check it out http://www.myspace.com/laken_canaan lve cmnt's plz..I dn't really have much to tell yal nothn has happend but n/e way's I guess I could lve a few shoutout's &* some picture's if I can get it to work right..
Shoutout's
Canaan*-Hey babe, I haven't tlkd to you yet but I can't wait to tlk to ya..But n/e way's your tha 1st person I wanted to lve some love to so I put you 1st..Duh..I Love You!*..
Adrienne*-Hey babe, it's been for like ever since we have tlkd nd than we got to tlk today nd that was so awesome..Yay..But I miss tlkn to you..We needa hang sometime..So just call me up &* we'll make tha plan's..I LoVe yoU!*
Courtney*-Hey babe, I haven't tlkd to you yet but I can't wait to find out what's goin on..I really do hope that everything worked out for you..Just remember I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU sIs!*
Jayme*-Hey , I LoVe YoU!*
Srry no picture's I haven't got em* all downloaded &* I dn't wanna wait on em* either..
I LoVe yoU,
Laken
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What's up?!* Nothn much here waitin on it to be time for me to go &* see ♥Canaan♥ at work but I still have a few hrs to go cuz it's only 7:13 &* he dn't get off until like 11:30 or something..Well n/e way's I haven't updated in a while so I thought that I would do so..Well I guess everything has been goin good..School-has been good..I mean there's a lil bit of drema goin on rite now but I guess it'll all blow over cuz Prom is tomar &* than mayb everything will kool dwn..I haven't dun nothn really since prom nite I did get my pic thou &* I might put some on here I'm not sure yet..But I mean I went to see ♥Canaan♥ Monday so that was tha best day of my week &* than I'm goin to see em* tonite also..Well Jayme* &* I haven't hung out much this week or last week I dn't really kno what's goin on but oh well I guess it'll blow over also it always dose..But n/e way's Cameron's* gurl friend Beth* emailed me today &* yah- that was shock but oh well I told er* how I felt &* how I felt wasn't goin to change either..She know's now tha truth &* I'm not keeping anything from er* either..Courtney* &* I have been hangin out more &* I think that's awesome cuz I mean Courtney* &* I have been close b4 &* I dn't really know what happend but of well it's kool we have been hanging out again..I love er* to death &* she know's I'm alway's here for er* no matta what or who..But n/e way's I think that everything is going to work out for me at least I hope that it dose cuz I dn't wanna be heart broken again..
♥Love Life♥
My love life couldn't be better I have tha best boy friend in tha whole wide world..I was tlkn to one of my friends today &* I was tellin er* that I've neva been this happii b4 &* I told er* that I haven't ever been this happii..People has told me that thay can see a change in me that I'm a better person ;) &* that's so awesome..I mean yah-I've had other boy friend's but I've neva acted like this b4 &* I hope that this is tha only person I act like this about &* with..I'm just crazii when I'm around em* &* that's so kool..But I'm happii &* that's all that matta's..I mean it's kinda diff. when I'm around ♥Canaan♥ I mean I get where I can't tlk or n/e thang &* that's so kool well not always but sometimes ..lol..I love em* &* I alway's will..
School-
Nothn big has been happen..I mean it's only 13 more day's of school &* I can't wait I mean I might be tha only one but I HATE school so much this year I dn't kno why but I do..I try to miss all tha time &* it dn't work most of tha time..
-ShoutOut's-
♥Canaan♥-Hey, what's goin on?Nothn here settin at Crystal's* for tha 1st time in forever..But n/e way's I just wanted to tell you that I love you &* I'm always here for you no matter what or who..I Love You!*
`Courtney*-Hey babe, well I know what your going trou &* I'm here for you no matta what or who &* I really do hope that everything works out for you &* you'll see what's really going to be..I love you &* I would do anything to make you feel better..But all I can do right now is be here for you..I LoVe yoU!*..
Elizabeth Wright*-Hey I dn't kno if you look at this thing or not but I'm still puttin this on here..I dn't kno what to really say cuz I emailed you bck but tha thing is I just dn't want you to think that I'm just goin to forget everything that happend between Cameron* &* myself but you already know that &* I'm not tryin to piss you off or anything but Cameron* was apart of my life &* I know that you can understand that I can't just act like he wasn't but oh well thing's will get better..If he's happii with you than I'm happii also..
Jayme*-This isn't your letter I kno but I'll write it when I get home but it's been a day &* with that email &* everything it just shocked me &* I dn't kno really what to think..But oh well I'll get over it..But you'll just have to wait a little bit oh your letter I'm srry..I LoVe yoU!*
`*♥-+.Laken &* Canaan.+-♥*`
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Prom Night-
Tha most wonderful night of my life..Prom was so awesome I never knew that somebody could have so much fun with another person.My night was perfect &* it might have helped that I had tha most perfect date there Canaan*..My night I'll never forget..It was so awesome..I woke up at 15 til 7 &* I was so happy..So I just layed in tha bed for a really long time than my mom got up to take my brother* to tha school at 15 til 9 &* when she got back I asked er* if we could go out &* we did we went out &* got lot's of new make-up where I could have it for prom..It was about 11 &* we had to get to tha hair work's where thay could do my hair &* nail's &* we didn't get to leave there until about 1:30..We came home for a little bit just long of enough for me to put my dress on &* thang's like that &* than we left to go out &* start taking picture's &* god, did we take alot of picture's..I took picture's with everybody I seen I guess you could say..Than about 5 something my Aunt Crystal* called Canaan* to see what was going on where we was going to meet &* thing's like that..He told us to be at tha costal 15 til 6 &* well sure we was late cause it's a longer drive for us than em* but at least we did get there before I did &* he dn't know that I was late..Well I had to ride with em* cause we didn't want it to look bad em* showing up &* than me so we meet em* where we could ride together &* yah- tha 1st few min.s was hard but than we broke tha ice &* started talking..Well we got to tha break's &* we had to take picture's for our family's* &* we took alot of picture's also so I guess that was kool..Most of my picture's with em* turned out really good..Thank God..Well we took picture's for a little while &* than we went inside &* took our prom picture's &* I think I'm gonna love them*..Than we came outside &* stood around with some of his friend's &* than we all got ready &* went inside &* started out tha prom..Canaan* &* I danced 4 time's tha 1st song we danced to was "Photograph" by "Nickel Back"..So everytime I sang that song I'm going to think about em*..I'm so happy I haven't been this happy in such a long time..But I had a kick butt time &* I loved every min. of it..
Today--
Today was kool I guess...Didn't do much at school just hung out showed everybodi my prom picture's &* tlkd..I went to Food City a lil bit ago where I could see Canaan* &* I got to see em* yay..But n/e I let Trevor* meet em* he liked em* so that was kool ..Cuz it's better for Trevor* &* I both to get along with tha other's g/f b/f or Trevor* &* I'll fight &* thats why I try my best to get along with Brittany* cuz I dn't wanna fight with Trevor*..But I guess that's it for now &* I'll update another day..
ShOutOutS-
Canaan*-Hey babe, well n/e way's I had a perfect nite at prom with you it was out of this world &* I loved em* sec. of it..I loved being with you tha most thou..But when dn't I love being with you?!*Can you answer that?No!* But I had a perfect time..But I'm also happii I got to see you today I love coming to see you..But n/e ways..
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Courtney*-Hey babe, Happii b-day I hope that your b-day has went very good &* I hope you remember it for ever ..I'm always here for you no matta what or who..Best of luck with Nathan*..I LoVe yoU!*
Jayme*-Hey I hope that everything start's gettin better..I'm always here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU!*
Friend's*-I'm alway's here for yal &* couldn't make it with out yal..I LoVe YaL..
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What's up?!*Nothn much here just settin in my room waitin on Mom* to get home cuz I dn't kno where she's at..Well I got this new livejournal because I didn't want tha other one cuz it started out when Cameron* &* I got bck togetha &* I just want this one to have more stuff bout Canaan* on it..But n/e way's I wanted this one &* now I've got it..YaY..Well I guess everything has been goin really good for me it's only 4 day's until prom I'm so happii I can't wait until that night cuz it's really gonna be a night to remember &* even better for me cuz I get to be with tha gr8est guy there Canaan*..I do believe that this night will be remembered forever &* alway's..I mean I really can't wait until tha 29th it's gonna be awesome..Well I do have alot of thing's to do this week like tomar Canaan* &* I have been datin a month &* that's so awesome..Than on Thrusday &* Friday I'm goin to get spray tanned..Than Sat. is gonna be so biz. Cuz I have to go to Hair Work's at 12 where I can get my hair dyed,My nail's dun, &* than my hair fixed..Than go &* take all of myne &* Canaan's* picture's &* than to prom we go..YaY..But n/e way's I think everything is goin so kool with me..I haven't felt this way ever &* I'm so in love I can't understand what's really going on with me I guess it's love &* man do I love love..I'm moving on &* I'm sure bout it..
Today--
Man did Roger* make me mad today he was like "I dn't like you anymore Laken*" &* I said "why" &* his reason's was "Cause you told Ashley* everything I said to you" Well Roger* all thou you might not read this yah- I did tell Ashley* cause she had a right to know what you say about er* behind er* bck she's one of my best friend's..But anyway's life goes on &* I dn't care who like's me..But yah-I guess that school was good today I didn't do much in any of my classes..1st block-We didn't do much work &* after we worked we just set around &* tlkd..2ed block-We didn't do anything but we had to go to a show like thingy..3rd block-Well tha class worked but I didn't I tlkd to Courtney* almost tha whole time..4th-we didn't do anything but tlk to eachother..
This evening-
Well I just got bck home from Reba's* grandmom's funeral &* I just want er* to kno I'm alway's here for er* no matta what or who..I kno how hard it is to lose somebodi you love very much..I mean if Reba* need's me I think she know's I'm here &* at least I hope that she really know's now..I LoVe yoU Reba* I'm alway's here for you!*
But I guess that this is it for this update a few shoutout's &* quote's so until nxt time love you..
`ShOutOutS.-
°Canaan°Hey babe, what's been goin on?Well nothn I guess but n/e way's I just wanted you to kno that I have put everything behind me &* all I'm worriied bout is our relationship not saying it's bad cuz it isn't it's tha best one I've have had this far &* I love you with every lil bit of my heart..I dn't kno what I'd do without you &* I dn't wanna find out..We're perfect togetha babi..I Love You!*
-Reba*-I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I kno what your feeling because I felt it when my papaw* died..No matta what you have to remember you alway's have your friend's &* I'm here for you no matta what or who..I LoVe yoU!*
-Jayme*-I kno that thing's arn't tha same but like we said our friendship isn't like other ppl's &* I do myself think that's awesome.. I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..LoVe yoU!*
-Friends*-I LoVe YaL!*
-Quote's
You see that girl over there? The one surrounded by all of her "friends" the big smile on her face is fake. I can tell from the way her eyes look like shes about to cry, but everyone else is just fixated on her smile, not realizing that maybe shes hiding something. She's "popular" so that means that she can't possibly have any problems of her own besides what make-up to wear, and what clothes to by. And I wish that someone could see how she's hurting, that maybe her depression is eating her alive, and that maybe just maybe, shes tired of letting down herself.*~*
*~* the only thing i really want
is to see him laugh again
you know, hear him sing off-key
watch him roll his eyes at me
when i steal french fries off his plate
i guess what im trying to say
is i'm crazy for him. *~*
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